'The Great Wave'

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Let's do the time warp again/in the past week I've read Death Note, Kimi Ni Todoke, Yankee kun to Megane Chan, and Beck as far of the way through as they've gotten/is this header too long?

For me right now, the world is divided into two spaces: Things I miss, and things I'm gonna miss.

Things I miss:
Not having to be self conscious all the time,
my mummy's food,
my guitar,
my New Zealand friends,
not having to say 'no thanks, I'm really ok' every couple of minutes,
being able to choose when to wake up rather than a fruggling awakening from the mother (farrrr too chirpy in the mornings),
being able to say what I want to say immediately without worry of miscommunication,
The knowledge of how to leave the house (I seriously have no clue),

Things I'm gonna miss:
Everyone always seeming happy to see me, even though we can barely communicate,
being so excited to talk to Sarah because it's the time to let everything out,
only having to follow and get homework in two or three subjects,
the feeling that every day, you can understand a bit more of what's going on around you than the last,
The rituals (eg: at the end of the day we have to stand and say a simultaneous 'sayoonara' to the teacher, then drag our desks to the back of the classroom. Freaked me out the first time, cos I didn't understand straight away),
The cheap manga (five bucks per volume. I know I can't read it but still),
The presents people seem to constantly surprise you with (especially after golden week),

There's more, but that's all I have off the top of my head.

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